too much too soon

8:30 p.m. Monday, Sept. 12, 2005

Lameness,
i've had a really good day at college today, but now after coming home from work i feel shite, and quite down now, but i'm glad to be back, it seemed like today kinda went perfectly, i knocked for ben on time, i mean that isnt always perfect, but that was the start, went to college,
got in to form, walked in, did a massive gasp, "someones in my seat! Alright Tony"
sat down in a new place in the middle,
looking around at all of thses new people, knowing that we had to do some crappy ice breaker game, write on a bit of paper, shit about yourself, and throw it, i aimed mine for the open window, but it dived down just before it reached,
also got hit by an areroplane in the side of the face, nice
had to read out ppls we had picked up
Gary shilling ( i can remember it )
Likes Sleeping
dislikes Old People
unique thing : ...?

got mine read out,
fine thats it that will do no talking to new people,
i dont like that, i'm not good at that, damn it i'm bad at it
"right now as we have 10 minuites left go round and shake hands wih everyone in the classs and introduce yourself"
oh christ no
for some strange reason i dived right into it, got up and went over to everyone
strangly said "hello (whilst shaking hands) my names tony fulton, i'm your tutor, welcome to tutoer group 46," that made a everyone laugh, which was good, thats at least a good sign
as i was going round the class i kinda changed my hand shake into a " good game, good game " football type handshake
as i was introducing myself as the tutor, my tuor heard me so i then had to do the last 10 minuites of reading things out as the tuor, which was giving ppl an idea of where things were around college,
as i am not good with words, i kinda just said, its round there and over that and shit, as you do
that was good thpugh, cos at least now all of the class seem to like me, saying that i'll probably get eggs thrown at me 2moz,
went to break, (cos i let the class out early lol) saw everyone, which was good, sung happy birthday to kate chris and lauren, got the whole blue room going
went back to form, this time we got put into groups, a 2nd year and a few protges, which was good, we had thsi question thing to fill out, strangly i hardly knew any, but gave stupid answers which seemd to make my 3 laugh a bit,
hanna, kim and andrew, my little posse
showed themt o thier lessons and then fucked off to the blue room
had a few games of pool, sat around at lunch,
went to geog, which wasnt bad, rushed home to go to work, went to work, shit, sht shit, and now its now, and now i feel shite,
maybe it was the lack of interaction with everyone today that kinda did it,
i kinda fucked abiout with mark and aaron, and didnt really see all the ppl that i wanted to see and talk to,
lisa was in asda's tonight though, while i was condencing down the milk,
its always nice to have a visitor

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