Heavy Heart
It's Doesn't Matter Who You Are
I cant stand the fact that i cant look over the top now, because i am too short, and have nothing to climb on to, i am hovering around on my tip toes, but hasnt that always been the case
And it doesnt matter who i meet or who i make friends, i will always be, that..
What if i got it wrong?
not this time, surely not,
but how will i know if i dont try
you make me fell bad when he is around, but, too bad, too bad paul, but if its not him, its him,
it was just like it before, the knife was firmly in my back, and when i had taken the pain, and adjusted to it, it got pushed in further
and no i feel i should make a mends, and in theory it could happen , but phyiscally it wont,
i have givin up being the all, the dam, i think i may just try and let it through again,
i mean it was good when we were friends, i must admit
but i have lost something precious, and that hurts, but now i just have to live with it, which i dont like, because, it shuts me up everyday,
you made me happy, suprised happy, but also sad at the same time, because that was a push further back, but i'm alright, i mean i'm not, but i'm just gonna say i am,
i am sad, i am down, and i am speechless, and i have been for alittle while now, but i dont know why,
i do but i am going to say i dont,
i ean i dont really really now, but it is around that area
its alright, i mean its not, but, you know.....