people that say that they wish they were dead, that actually mean it, piss me off,

jokingly, its quite funny, aaron style of shouting it out in crowded places is quite funny,

but jokes aside

people that are healthy, have most of their close family and friends alive, might even have a girlfriend/boyfriend/spouse,
have nothing more than they are having a bad time to moan about,
they're not happy with the way things are going,
not looking any father forward than now,
think, i wish i was dead,

i think that is pathetic and out of order,

"what's the point?
when all we do in life is dig ourselfs holes, filled with our unhappiness and debt,"

"sometimes i just wish i was dead"

fucking hell, things could be so much worse

however bad things get, and you still have a job, no life threating illness, no mob of hitmen after you
i'm sure its not so bad

"i just feel like ending it"

well why don't you?
i'm sure there are plenty of people in your blood group who would be very happy to have your kidneys or heart which isn't failing like theirs is,
well that is if its not covered in tiremarks from the lorry your under from that bridge you've done a trebble somersault from

i have some off days, there are days when i'm sad, pissed off, blue,
but i never think, never ever think,
fuck it would be better if i was dead
besides all which i have previously stated, i wouldn't be able to do it to my family,
can't imagine what it would feel like, and touch wood i wont have to

on the other hand, only because people were talking about it at work, i've thought about my funeral,

cremated, dont want to rot,
and songs being;

Golden slumbers/carry the weight/the end

in one hit, played as it is inteneded

i dont know why i felt like writing this, just a train of thought i thought i'd put down,

theres plenty of other things i've been thinking about recently,

but i'm not going to mention anyhting,
because i've not spoke to anyone about them,
so why would i do it on here?

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