i've made some big mistakes in my life,

maybe its about time i stopped

i say to myself that i should give myself a minuite or so to think about that i'm doing or just about to do,

that sort of advice would have been good through college,

its come to a point now where its getting too much,

socially and financially i'm making all the wrong decisions,

soft touch perhaps?

its never really been this bad,
just an unfortunate series of events
that seem to take a beating to the wallet,

i say unfortunate only because its unfortunate to my finances, the busyness of it and having a good time is pretty good

gregs was really good,
next morning, not so much....

this, this last piece of charitive pie,
should get sold this weekend

that should wipe the slate clean for bad decisions

then hopefully we will see a difference,
in any case, i'll say that much

yet, i do have the tendency to crumble under tiny amounts of pressure
i'm gonna say though,

i dont want to

i've given up on it

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