yesterday was a good day,
for some reason i woke up earlier than i'd liked, its not that i had a massivly late night the night before, but i felt like a lay in, the best i could do was about half 8/9
didn't really do much until i went over the rugby club at midday, the memorial rugby match

really realy good turn out, seeing nearly all of the firm there supporting our boys,
tonnes of glens friends and family, he would have been very happy to have seen this, and i'm sure was smiling looking down

even better that all the money was going to a charity opposed to someother bunch of bigwigs somewhere,
the olivia trust, for cleft pallets in new borns, don't know whether i've spelt that right

�5 entry, �3 programs, which was really good,�25 a shirt, which i will be ordering, they looked great, people walking round with buckets, and books of raffle tickets,
i bought some tickets, but they blew away, ah well

macthc started off well, but not long into it i had to head off for work
inwhich i arrive to find i was in luck, the morning crew had done a stirling job and beaten the shit out of it, i was looking at about a 4 o'clock finish

result, so once finished headed back over to the rugby club and met up with everyone,
i had found that TCS had beaten thurrock, that was good t hear, a bunch of old out of shape old men, beaten a proffesional rugby side

had a good few drinks, too many really thinking about it as i had natalie's party to go to,
but it was a one off, and i wasn't going to hold back, glen loved a good drink

after i left, i went to meet kylie, and we headed to Nat's party,
good time was had by all i'm sure, it was nice to have that sort of party again,

back in the day we used to have house parties all the time, and there was a time in college where it got to a bit of overkill, that was when we were all old enough to go in pubs, so we did that instead,

but it was good to go back to one of them house parties, and natalie threw a good one

lots of shinanigans,

it went pretty quick i think

hope everyone enjoyed theirselves, hope nat and ben had a good night especially

next morning, got an early morning call from adam, he was on skype, so dragged my sorry self out of bed and set that up so we could have a chat

went back to bed after that, wasn't feeling all very good,
sleep helped,
then kinda lazed about waiting to go to work, had some lunch, and watched some friends actually,

which was odd, as it used to be only friends or big brother you'd see on channel 4 constantly, but i haven't seen it on tv for ages, so made a change to wack one of them on,

at work at the moment, which isn't too sad, finish in a few hours,

i feel quite happy at them moment, i don't know why,

i mean it's not that i've nothing to be happy about, i've plenty,

i've also not got anything to be sad about

when ever i drink, have quite a bit and feel wafty the next day, my body goes really weird, really weird emotions,
i get a bit delicate

as soft as that sounds,

i got a little choked earlier when there was something soppy was on tv

maybe i'm pregnant

so at the momoent, i have a bit of a broken smile on my face,
broken being, my body is still going,
"hold on, just, just, chill, give me a minute, jesus christ, just wanna sit here for a sec, please"

and i have a little grin just because, things aren't all that bad,

"can't you see i'm trying, i don't even like it"

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