for some reason its so hard for me to eat healthy,
i've had orders from the doctor, to eat healthier, as even thoug they couldn't actually diognose why me leg pumped up like a bitch and now front bummed, they said that a bad diet could be the cause,
its hard because we have a really nice sandwich specielist canteen, and theres so much choice,
i would have had some fruit, but they looked manky

also being run down the said, could have been a cause, which i can understand, i should get more sleep,
every morning on earlies, i say that i'll go home and sleep, i know i wont,
i'll find something interesting to do,
and its not a case that i've not enough will power, its a case of at the time, its a waste of the day, i feel,
i have not really had a comfatable lay in for ages,
in newcastle i was either on the floor in a sleeping bag, or in a bed with a big fuck off hole in it,
as well as having to be up everyday before newcastle for the nurse to come make her inspection and pack me up,
i'll have a lye in sunday morning,
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i've bought about 3 different types of software of the internet, unique ones that i couldn't torrent, because they seemed a good idea at the time, have proved to be crap,
good job they were only about a tenner each,
i dont have anything to spend my money on,
it would be nice to spend it on a girlfriend,

i often think theres something wrong in my head,
i seem to like spending money on other people, when really i could just save up for something in the future
is that so bad?
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you hate it when i'm like that, so i'm not gonna be anymore,
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you too,
you didnt catch me dishing out

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