"and this is everything that i want, and this is everyhitng that i need, and i thought i could make you beleive, but i was wrong, wrong is all that i'll be"
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its nearly 2 am, sitting here, deciding i want to write something,
not entirely sure what i want to wrote,
but walking home, lots of things were going through my head of things i want to say and things i want to say to people, etc.
and i thought its probable that i wont remember them tomorrow,
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i'm not really all that sure what they was form about 20 mins ago
i'm one of those people (apparantly) that see things in image form, instead of word form,
some shit like that, something i was told whist i was at school
the type of person that i am
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what i'm trying to say is that, the things i want to say, i dont actually know what they are, but strangly enough and stupidly enough, i can picture myself saying them,
seeing the right situations,
but obviously its like a muted film, theres no words,
fucking dick
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but anyway
i had a good time tonight
its just a fucking arse bandidt that tonight, was under such shit cercumstances, I.E people leaving,and i wont be seeing them for a long period of time, which is just like what sewers smell like,
Shit
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there are a few things that spring to mind though, which doesnt leave me like a stupid arse,
a few things that happened today
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i'm sorry, i talk too much, and for some reason that i dont understand, i seem to cut into your conversations like a dick in the box
i'm sorry, its probably because i havnt seen you in a while
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i wish some things could be more frequent than what their normally like,
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whether or not you will find this or read this, im' not sure
i hope you keep your promise, because i'm going to keep mine, especally as you asked me,
i hope you do
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So Long, Dont You Wait Up For Me I'll Be Long Gone, You Know
And If I'm So Wrong, You Can Say You Knew I Would Be, And I'd Crawl Home To you, Alone

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