on the surface, in person, to they eye, it feels ok, it looks ok, it might be ok?

its not, i dont even want to pretend, its so hard being so close, and now being so close and not being what it used to be,
why am i sounding like this?
why?
why am i sounding like a fucking wet dick.
because it has effected me, after this little time, it has effected me, it has left an imprint on me.
its just not good, painful infact

it looked like it was almost going to be something good

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