"I'm losing sleep again
Will this ever end
Cuz I've been up at all hours
Even poets take showers
Sometimes we just don't come clean
And if I dream again
This will be the end
Cuz if we ever loved each other
Then it's time we discovered
It's no way to go through life"

damn i stayed up really really late last night, well this morning
i was downloading loads of music, not illegally, it was a freeshare website,
i am trying to get back catalouges of bands, at the moment i am nearly comlete nine days,
got some really really great songs,
and some live tunes, as well as acoustic versions

i've kindadone oasis with out trying, give or take a few demo's
but i am going to have to put them on hold at teh moment as my firewall is killing limewire
i cant really be arsed to sort it out yet

tongiht is my football match, that should be good,
i'm in right back, a gary neville position, i mean thats not my usual position, but by the end of the matches i was always playing right back as the defender would always follow the ball,
so i think itwill be good
mick went ouot and bought me my shin pads for me
so i am proper ready,
i just wish thee was more people there
i mean my brothers going to be tehre, i think my mum is just dropping me off
libby said she was going to come, but, still, i would prefer if she was going with someone, cos i mean, its tilbury for fuck sake,
plus she wil be standing there on her own most of the time
which is als going to be a bastard as i said that i would stand with parmo when i am not on the field

but no, maybe its a better idea that people are not coming to watch, cos its likely that i will make a fool of myself
damn why couldnt they watch me at training, at least then i was playing well
oh well
shut up talking shite

i am really lokoing forward to it,
hopefull i will be going out aftetr football too, as i realises i should be making the most of the time i have with people, because every day i have with them, thats one more day that i will have if i am not with them
if that makes any sence

i was planningon telling carmel to come and watch, she livwes in tilbury, and she said that she wanted us to meet up
but i'm sure she wasnt thinking those circumstances, standing outside getting cold watching footballi dunno she might like football
any way

its good because i only have a short time left in this lesson today
then i have geography, which i doo look forward to,
today its a 45min lesson, with franks

fucking hell i must be a proper geek,
looking forward to every lesson
yes i am a geography geek

not that i am that smart with it, i know the odd bit, but other that that..

well it keeps me interested, i dont think i've been bored yet in a lesson, well at least not in franks lesson

we-hey, i am kicking arse with christmas presents

i now have
aarons
lauren
louise
josie

and
steves
tommys
kylies
hollies
annas
are in the post

lisa's
natailes
marks
nathan and ben i have yet to purchase but i know what i am getting them, i cant get them on ebay so i have to get the time to go out and buy them

libby
aimee
meg
kate
lee
jess

i havnt a clue what to get them, but at least its only 6 ppl instead of 26 ppl i have to get

i'm gonna get it done properly this time,

hopefully this will be a good christmas and a better new year

i have a new random button, which i think is cool, i mean theres not exactly good stuff to read, but still, a random button, Nice

could i have some notes from people please, i dunno why, its always nice to get them, so if you read this, could you leave me a note :D

P-L-B

Laters

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