"Well I'm here, What Were Your Other Two Wishes?"

i have been trying to find something to do, something that i can put most of my time into,
it used to be going out every night to the three trees, every night football
that has died off
then it was every night going out, going bowling or snooker everynight
that died off
then it was going round ppls houses every night,
going to ottomans to get a burger
every night
that died off
for a short time it was playstaion
that died off
so then i tried reading books,
read some, *shrugs*
TV, i cant be arsed With it, the only program i wait to watch is 'hustle' and thats the last one this week,
Songwriting, that has been an on off thing for like 9-10 months now
that seems to be dieing off too sadly, i liked doing that, but i am becoming shit, and a shadow of what i wrote before,
my guitar is getting a bit out
i haven't bothered to re string it,
ebay was a big part of my life at one point
wanting everything i could get
i'm not a member any more, *shrugs*
another big part of my life well quite possibly was talking about Oasis, i had someone who would listen and talk to me about them
no more
now i have to bore everyone else with it,
so my goals at the moment at the moment, i have a new playstaion game to play (MGS3)
a book to read (Whats The Story)
5 new films to watch (and a list to find)
and album to record and finish (90% finished)
the last episode of hustle to watch (shame)
a football to buy (and some peole to find and play with)
a burger to eat (a trip Yo Ottomans, With?)
Guitar strings to Buy (a trip To Basildon)
A Tursday Night Trip To The Pub( and a box of alca s
And An Oasis Fan To Track Down, (There Must Be One In The Whole Of Palmers)

but, still this wont please me
it will give me something to do
but i wont be pleased
i wont be satisfied
i need some satisfaction
i need someone to Focus My Attentions On, Once Again, Cos i've just missed that train again
Was I on the wrong platform to start from?
Am i at the wrong station
should i be getting a bus
maybe i should just walk.....

stupid metaphors

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