Back in The Grey
its been a while since i dropped some crumbs here,
let me see, 3 days
its not that ive been busy, ive been on the internet like the whole of them 3 days, but i am a dick and didnt bother paying a visit,
well here i am, how are you,
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thats good
hows your day been?
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oh, ok
well i know how a stone wall feels
or even a pallet
a glass patio door,
or something as solid
hey dont worry, its me
i hear you've been out and about,
yea, i heard
i dont mind,
well i do but,
i mean in not going to put my foot in the way
im not going to say anything
nothing i can do,
and i know you may feel a tad guilty,
but hey, dont worry its only me your talking to, doesn't really matter what you do to me
ill bounce back up, i mean not straigt away, i'll be down there for a while, you know in the grey, i just hope the chord doesnt break,
sure we can still talk, i do mind,
no, i want to, dont get me wrong,
its fine really,
ok laters
hi,
u ok?
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good good, thats good to hear,
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me? yea ill suvive, what u bin up to?
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oh really, well thanks a lot,
no i am pissed off,
no dont worry, dont even bother
if you dont want me there then dont pick me, leave me with the rest of the grass
yea im green
fucking green with envy
but ill soon fade to grey, as usual
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yea whatever
alright,
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yea im ok, u'know ups and downs, the usual
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yea,
hey remember what i told you all that time ago, remeber your reaction, yea,
you said, eugh! the fucking worst ever
no way near top
now its like, you say
"ive changed my mind, i'll fuck you up now, unlucky, get back down to the grey"
well cheers for that
dont you just hate me
yes, yes you do
dont you just really hate me
oh you say you dont, y all this then y do u all hate me
actually sorry about the visit, kind of fucked things up didnt i, well,
fucking metaphors