welcome, no you really are welcome to it
i do, so fucking bad, and i hate the fact that its the only thing that can lift me,
i'm sick to fucking death with everything, but after about half an hour i'm not, i'll have a smirk at something funny and it will all be a different place again,
then another slap in the face, an over exaggeration, and its back,
it comes and goes very quick
what the fuck am i on?
10 minutes into my awaywould journey i felt like turning back,
i'm such a fucking weak weak shit
and after 4 days, or even a week,
i'm fucking breaking at the knees