Nothingness
i have had a really shitty day today,
i dont really know the cause of it, i'm not really sure why
i think it was one of those days,
i really was not in the mood for anything today at all, i wish i could have just sat and done nothing, no wait, that is what i did
well,
i was not in the mood to talk to people, hense, ear phones in all day
the only thing that cheered me up was geography
and i know that sounds absurd, but it did, it was a good lesson, actually every lesson i enjoy,
talking about vanadlising bus stops made me laugh, cos of memorys of nathan diving through the window, cracked me up
but no, i am sad, very sad,
i worked my arse off at work this evening
i have an hour longer on my shift
so i am a bit knackered now
louises party 2moz, after work, i dont think i can be arsed,
i want to go, i am going, but i know i'm just gonna sit there knackered,
drinking, when i wont even want any
everyone will be, r u ok paul?
as thay all ways do, and i'l probably fall asleep from exhaustion
fuck this, fuck this
i dont want it no more