.....I Dont Want That.

11:20 p.m. 2005-03-03

im not a fan of online
i dont like it,
we talk but we dont talk
you know what i mean,
we talk but we dont talk,
we type but we dont speak,
are we angry, how can we tell,
does it mean anything
i dont know, i cant tell by our font
do they know we care,
no i dont think so,
when someone you are typing to is not replying, what can you do,
what can we do
if it was in person, we would go
"oi im talking to you," get their attention,
no it wouldnt happen in in real life would it though
there is so may thinkgs that i want to say that dont come over with the same meaning unless they are in person
sometimes not even when thier spoken
but when we see eachother we just know
maybe if my head wasnt so full up with txt i would be able to say what i mean
theres a poet in my mind, saying all these things
but there is a cockney translator on what is coming out
"'e like you dunni, you know what i mean son"
but theres no way round it
i dont go over to people and talk to them
im too full of noise and confusion to do that
im a stupid idiot, who wants it all to happen with out and conciquences,
i want it to be with out the
"...but what if they...." that holds me back
people say lots of things to me, lots of heartfelt things online, they dont even know me, but, they need to get things off thier chests, and in text, its a lot easier, you dont have to see thier reactions, you cant be properly judged through text
but i want them to understand that they can always come and see me
i'll still listen to what they have to say, i'll still care,

some people i only know as a picture
thats not what i want..........

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