Shall i calm down a bit,
i am a bit too active
especally with new people,
i try to think of something good, or something funny to show or talk about to people, just so we can have a decent enough conversation,
i like talking, i like listening, i like trying to figure things out for people, i like giving answers,
i always haplesssly think of something new to say, to avoid the sudden silence
to get past the hi, hows you, then silence
if i give a topic, a 'did you see the.....'
or the 'how was your....'
just so that people can talk to me enough
the worst luck of all i have on MSN
when i am sitting here at the computer, i wait for peole to talk to me, but as soon as i leave it and go oup stairs, ppl talk, then as i am not there they leave, wen i get back, its shit
Doh!
i dont have many contacts,
well i dont have many contacts that i talk to,
i used to have shit loads, but then i honestly got rid of nearly all of them because i didn't seem to talk to them
so now i have a small selection of ppl to talk to, often 2 or 3
which isn't all ways good.
what also isnt good is when i have a really brilliant conversation with some one in person, online there doesnt seem to be much to say,
or if i have a really brilliant conversation online with someone
in person for some reason i seem to have nothing to say to them, i cant take myself over there to talk to them for some reason. twatness probably

shit

I think Maybe i should calm down a bit

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