i know i keep talking about my dreams, but i think that is because i want to remember them, years in the future i may think of something that conjours up an image of something that will remind me of something that has happened in onr of my dreams,
well at least this way i can look back on them
i like dreaming,
sometimes its good sometimes its bad, sometimes i dont remember,
last nights dream was strange, but felt like it was real, so real,
it was so hard to explain how real it felt,
for some reason we were in the changing rooms at palmers, the football chainging rooms,
which i have been in like twice,
why did i dream that as the location,
and everyone was there,
sometimes in dreams its hard to grasp together why things happen, like,
wait a minuite wasn't it.......
..... wernt we...
......when did that happen
that sort of thing
and it like that,
why the fuck was there a hat?
strange, it was perfect down to peoples voices,
i know sometimes you could say that that happens, but down to the last pice of detail, it was there
i havn't got a clue why i dreamed that,
i mean i thought about it,
but in this dream it was kind of like a video screen, and it would be the outcome,
and it felt like it was actually true,
but cos it was only a dream it wasn't,
but still, i can still feel it,
"i knew i shouldn't have wore this hat"
"what?! that the fuck?, what hat?"
for some strange reason i went back to the dream i had on wednesday,
about having a bbq, except that it was a caary on, well i kind of had the same dream, but the dream carried on abit more
i was setting up the bbq in my nana and grandads back garden, i dunno why,
then i found out that people were arriving,
the all of a sudden they had arrived and they were in garys old bedroom,
except instead of the people who actually turned up, it was them and the people who were away on holiday,
who i didnt invite, obivously cos they are out of the country
but i remember tommy and lisa turning up, and thinking, shit i didnt invite lisa, she's gonna b pissed off,
but fuck! she's in tenerefe,
and she came up to me
"where was my invite then"
for some reason i can remeber mike gasping at something, dunno what, but it was a mike gasp, if that is such a thing
then for some reason, i cant actually remember what, but everyone was sitting crosslegged in garys room, looking up at someone, dont know who
WAAAA!
if only i could make sense of it all
strange how things stick in your mind
and what happened previous to the bbq has made me realise things,
how happy people make me,
u only kinda find that out properly when they go away for a while
and that will be said when they are back
which is still like a week away

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tabloid headlines 2

1. i'm sorry, -
2. i havn't forgotten you -
3. hmmm, too much
4. well i dont know why i tried
5. i dont think your gonna change thier opinions
6. damn its like 15 against 1
7. cut the crap
8. i wish it was true
9. you kissed me.......
10. a thanks would be nice
11. we need to do something
12. that was probably an opotunity
13. its been about 6 months, where is it?
14. they are shit!
15. come off it
16. hmmm, give a shit
17. i knw you dont
18. you and her would be a good couple
19. underdiffernt surcumstances
20. i could be better
21. i dont want no one else
22. why cant i be thst?
23. what the fuck are you? anup hill gardener
24. I need The A Words
25. 3 missing words

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