i'm falling, im falling off my high horse that is called me
i hate to say i hate to say i told you so. so now i am falling, is it asleep, is it in love, or is it just plain losing of balance and toppeling, yes its the last one, i am falling, i am the fallen one,
my attentions seem to be switched off
i dream weird situations which might be what i want, what i need, or what i hope for, maybe its all of them or none of them, i have weird dreams, weird enough to make me think if it was a dream or not, at work i daydream, make plans for the day make a chain.
think of things like " if that happaned then i could.."
then i get home, try to live out my day dreams, and am left dissapointed,
what i want for these next few week will never happen, because i am not established enough to do it
i am at the bottom of this pile.
it seems like i used to have so much more to look forward to, i used to look 4ward to going out, but i cant now cos i dont
i am travelling, (hopefully) in the study leave
going a few places, thats about it
there is that and the new oasis album to look 4ward to, and that seems to be it sadly,

isn't there anyone out there who is missing me, arent i meant to be somewhere else than here?

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