Rocky

11:40 p.m. 12.06.2005

this week has been a real eye opener, well this time off really
it has been a lot different to most of the time off school/college/work that i have.
it seemed like i did everything that could of done
but not doing things that i wanted to do
i mean what i did was top notch,
but i still felt i had come back to the same place that i have aways been
i mean i was invited to ashtons party, which i thought was ace,
the fact that i dont even know her, and that she invited me, well i dunno how it worked,
going round mark ben and chris's houses, ben coming round mine
the funny video's we saw online were great, the funny pics that we took round marks, and the funny song that chis wrote, all good times,
pool with mick, that was brilliant, it felt so good to be back with mick,
lakeside with alan, darren, greg riess and will, that was great too,
it seems like only yesteray that we would do that b4,
down the pub with nathan, playing snooker with him, and beating him, convincingly, well on the 1st game anyway, its a shit cos he haddnt had anything to drink at that point, then the second game, alcohol fueled he beats me, i mean he didnt whoop me, it was the pink and te black in it, but anyway
the again to day i was out agan with alan, greg + co with joe this time playing football over quarry hill, it felt so good to be back
marks birthday party, i dont think i have laughed as much as i did that night for a long time, or maybe a tie with after hearing the song/comedy that chris had wrote " i like chicks with dicks, you get a bit of both...........
........he was a nice bloke, but now he has got another hole"
amazing how someone can write that
and i have broken my long run without writing a song, (2 months) cos i have now finished off 'tonight', a song that is at least 6 months old
but there is still a down fall, to this weeks off, having dreams of making up with gaz, that was fucking weird and stupid, it was like it was real life,
i was thinking today about it, im not even sure i would want to after what has gone on
the fact that i would be having a good time, but be thinking, i know where i'd rather be, which was not good, its horrible in fact
this time off in a whole has been great, but i feel like i should have done other things
now i'm waiting on ebay
hurry up and send me my definitly maybe gold disk!
2morows gonna be great, getting back to college is too, if only i would have savored this moment of happiness, cos i know it aint gonna last

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