"I know We Need To Talk, But I Cant, Catch My Thoughts"
"insides Gripped Scared Of What You'll Think, Words I Can't Repeat, Can Change All We've Got"

so then, how do i feel today, well i feel ok, i had a mock exam yesterday which i rushed the fuck out of, i mean, i answered all of the questions but i really rushed it, and i still got a C, could have done better, i had another one today, i took more time over this one, but i still finished it quicker than everyone else in the class, i need to slow down,
nathan bunked again today,
now thats fucking daft,
i told him he is a dick head whist he was getting off of the floor, he attempted to rugby tackle me and i moved out of the way, so he fell on his face
"your a dickhead that your bunking, and your a bigger dickhead that your bunking and hanging about college, likely to get caught"
there was a period where he actually knuckled down, and did loads of work, but that seemed to have worn off,
he got 25 in his mock, and hid actually tried, that is a U, to pass you need 39, now that is not good, he missed todays one, what the fuck was he doing?
jess was in the blue room, he wasn't with her, so what the fuck was he doing?
i cant be arsed today, not today, it aint the fucking time,
im on thin ice at the moment and i know it, i am going to fail accounts, and im not saying that cos i am being super modest, i am going to fail accounts because i cant do it, and it is hard, and i havn't learned enough
well i know i am not going to take tat next year, but what am i going to take instead,
study leave is coming up soon,
the last time i had study leave, i said that i was going to go out in the day and revise at night
so did everyone
but it didnt happen, either i went out all day and night
or i just didnt revise
i know that is not going to happen this time because everyone that i want to go out with actually gives a shit about it so they will be revising, so i suppose that means that i should
*sigh*

Cos I Didnt on monday.....

Recommended album of the week
Athlete - Tourist

*sigh*

Tomorrow's gonna be a bad day...

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