(Athlete - vehicles and animals)

im glad this song came on, it somes up what i'm feeling at the moment

everything was going smoothly, not that it isn't now, i mean i have nothing to complian about really,
i'm still breathing
i have my sight,
i have no majory diseases (touch wood)
so i am in catagory of the lucky people

but things were going a lot better than they are now

once i had lost my best friend and my otheres, it seemed like i had found another, but not now,
i seemed to be 'demoted' i seem to be the tag along now, he doesn't even talk to me any more. its like i came in to church and pissed on everyones kids.
so its back to trying to find a new friend, or at least a few new ones
or maybe just sitting here talking on MSN, trying to get something to happen,
lift this boredem,

(Athlete - el salvador)

i took a walk yesterday, had a bit of a think,
the path led me to the three trees,
the happy place of a few years ago,
all these images implanted in my head, of the time we brought out the video camara, josie doing her carol smilie impression,
or danny wearing his new burbury hat, (Which we sed his nan nitted)
or when we did our drugs film,
the birthday tape of lorrianes 16th birthday is still up the tree, from when i climbed up and put it there, unweathered all this time,
the amount of times that it would just be me and gaz playing football between our make shift goal which was 2 of the3 trees

(Athlete - you know)

memorys came flooding back
quite upsetting at some points
i miss it so
i miss them so,

now i dont seem to have the best friend i thought i might have made, i'll just have to search again, that was really only 2 people who really qualified,

(athlete - Beautiful)

things could have been beautiful, they were at one point

but yes it is now the second time i'm the bastard son.

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