am feeling pretty depressed at the moment,
which is pretty stange, as i felt it yesterday, and i still do now, it usually blows over by the time the adverts come on
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as well as not going to see Paul Mccartney, i now also can't go and see Fleetwood mac
a double kick in me Misters
the treble being, i actually have the tickets, where as Paul Mccartney wasn't so bad as i never had the tickets
unless steve still wants to go and can find someone to replace me, i'm going to have to find people who wanna buy them,
or attempt a quick ebay job,
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my november roster is awful, really bad, i mean i can't moan, because i've had a great summer roster, and the last couple months have been very good for me socially, but this one is dire

any social event i have or can go to, i have work the next day,
so a sober month it looks like

i've not got any weekend off, an odd wednesday or monday off here and there, am completely covered

also back on nights, for the 1st time in a long time next week, joyful times

i don't know if i'm going to even go to the orsett fireworks which i've been looking forward to

this also means that i wont be able to visit tommy in november
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i don't know why i look forward to my parents going away so much, a lot of the time, i'm just sitting home alone, unless i've got work

yesterday, did a bit of tidying, then nothing for hours, could have done something, but i wasn't feeling up to anything

like a sad bastard, i sat at home and drank beer, and ate junk food

it wasn't until later, emma was up for doing something, so she came round and i cooked
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was going to walk home, but i've not got my ipod, so i'll get a taxi
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a cuddle would be nice once in a while, if its not too much

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