Cold Desert
maybe i need to move?
my shift button has stopped working
I'm an adult, of 21 years of age, i have a pretty good job,
outside life is pretty good
funny though, that when i go home, nothing seems to have changed,
i'm my parents kid,
i know that will never change,
but the term 'kid'
its not that my mum and dad treat me like a child, because that's not the case at all
but i get home, to the house i've grown up in since i was twelve,
into my small bed room, full of my shit,
onto my small little bed
just feels like nothings changed, and i'm still the boy who goes grays school,
likeing the fact that its the weekend, because i can do whatever i want
saving up to buy a playstation game
i'll sit and think, i hope someone gives me a call to go out,
where as before we'd play football or something,
now, i'll get in a car or go to a pub for instance
as soon as i step out, lifes new and of an adult
at home i've still got the eyes i had when i was twelve
if that makes any sense
its hard
maybe i should sort my life out, and give it a bit of a shake up,
god knows where i start