you could fly a plane
i've never had the feeling of, "now you can't have it, you want it" theres never been a situation when thats really applied to me,
until now,
i'm actually, 100% gutted
not that i could ever have "it", but there may have been some chance at some point
really really really
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its been selfish of me it has,
i made an assumption and stuck with it, because i felt bad,
doesn't matter how many times i'm told, by how many different people that it wasn't the case
i'd still mention it like it was
and well, it wasn't
yet i still feel bad,
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me and my big big mouth