it gets on my nerves when you realise how good things used to be,

i dont mean that as a generalisation, not everything was better before,
a lot wasn't,
although somethings were
i'm not gonna list things,
its far too early in the morning,
and why would i anyway?

what i'm thinking about was better, than it is now at least,

the worst thing about it, i didnt even realise

i may have slightly, but well, didnt really make the most of it,
it was too much of a good thing to realise that it would soon be in the past,

its not the end of the world,

but its completly different nower-days, in both cases

shame really, because i miss it, i miss them,

there was a glimmer the other day, but that involved someone else, who's days of old, are perminetely retired, apparantly,

i just wonder what i did wrong,
so i dont do it again
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i'm gonna go ahead and do it anyway, who cares if no one likes it or watches it,
keeps me busy
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it wont happen but, i'd like to not go, for a change,

if only i wasn't so bothered about missing out,

my sights are not set on the same things anymore, so i've no danger,

but i'm just the same, so it'll happen as normal i guess

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