then i might understand
god i hate the sleep beofre the 1st early,
all i can't do is sleep,
and all i do do is think
and its never happy things,
its always the worst case scenario's, and if not that, its what if's
its funny how some of the what if's i think about,
some of the other people that were involved, seem to have forgotten
or pretend it never happened
maybe thats a good thing,
no, i shouldn't do the same, because they are significant parts of my life,