I Want You To Remember

12:10 a.m. Sunday, Aug. 20, 2006

"And Falling away, Falling away, With you"
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was it a wise person that once said "Happiness, a shared illusion?"
where am I? where the hell am i? i dont know if i can be seen from the tallest hills or from the fathest peeks, so where am i? I'm underneath, drowning in confusion,
its too close to becoming something bad,
but if a dream is over is it so bad? whats left? the future, but the future wears me out, like a slow death,
today, has been a bad day,
Saturdays, always seem too long, sitting there waiting for the good life, for the holidays,
but holidays, they're all long gone,
And this was all i thought i could want
And this was all i thought i would need
And i thought i could make you beleive
but i was wrong....
wrong is all that i'll be...
she said "before the dream is over, get your feet wet"
well if thats the case, i'll let you pull me under, but everyhting changes, the real life turns into a nightmare, what i could have had, turns into shangri-la
and you were all i thought i would want
and you were all i thought i would need
and i thought i could make you believe
but i'm still wrong...
wrong is all i'll ever be....
if my eyes remind you, only of ties that bind you, then its time you changed your point of view.
i wont live an ordinary life
i will not give up without a fight
i will not give in i know i'm right
i wont be ordinary....
this is everything i want
this is everything i need
and i thought i could make you believe
I was wrong, wrong is all that i'll be.
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its all swollen, its all filled up, its all wrong,
apparantly, theres comfort in the embers of an old fire i hear, but maybe i dont want to go back and get burnt again, all over again
the river dries up after so long, and i think its dry
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i dont care anymore
tomorrow, i'm going to get up early to watch match of the day, because i missed it tonight, like so many other things
then i'll just see what happens

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