Consumed
"And you know if this is my life, i'll sit around all day and get old"
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fucking hell can i not cheer anyone up tonight?
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its all turning into one big hassle, somehow i've got to try and sort things out so its not shit for them
fuck fuck fuck
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this is not how i want to spend the last month
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i know what i mean well, but obvioulsy i'm making myself to be percieved as a dickhead
grrr, i hate how all the stories i read in books, all the plots i see on TV, are all too true
i mean well, i really do, but it always comes at a cost
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i dont know how i am going to cope
i expect i will just work and work and work
then i will buy things that i like on the days i have spear,
and sit in my room and stare at them, because i've nothing else to do
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sometimes i wish i could fall into a dream, i have so many different dreams of how things could be, different scenarios, of what life could be like
then i wake up and think, "ah this is boring" i'm not in a band, i've not got lots of money, time has not slowed down, i cannot time travel, i havnt got mutant powers, i cant help you,
i'm just plain old MR dead end
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it would be so cool, u'know,
oh well