Dont Bother Me

12:05 a.m. Monday, Jul. 17, 2006

"and we will go on, never without you"
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today has been "different"
strange,
stumbled up this morning, i wasn't hungover, but i was still a bit wibble wobble
didint do a whole lot for the 1st part of the day
played a lot of guitar
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went out with some people,
"whats that george?"
" drrrrrr drrrrrrr!"
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was having a look around the internet
and i found a ringo starr song that was written about georege harrison after he passed away
its a really really good song,
ringo didnt really have many songs that ppl will remember, but this one is very good
its called "never without you"
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i. i wish i could help
but i dont really know what to do, all i can do, is try to cheer you up,
i'm not the erson that can really solve these problems, but i'll be there anyway
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ii. see i dont really have a clue what is happening with your situation
it involves lots of coded messages,
i'm not one to give advice, because of course i've had millions of girlfriends.....
so all i can do is,
i dont know, i actually dont know
when we are together some sence is normally made,
don't fuck off, please
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iii. you being sad, is terrible, and it rubs off on everyone else,
these last few weeks you have been sad, but the time you have spent with me, with us, you seem to have been majoritvly happy, or cheerfull at least
theres been the obvious stabs in the eyes that have been occuring too much,
now the tide has gone out,
i'll help you start building a new sand castle,
and will do my best to prevent the destruction happening again
i will be there, no matter what
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i dont actually think i have anythings else to give, so i have to give myself
it makes me sad to think of all of the pain that has been spreading round people like dick in puss
i dont know if i would change anything though
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the shiney stars that walk around, walk past, "the stars are awake"
i seem to want to build the bridge that will get you across to the otherside "i'm building a world for you"
the shiney stars will write and they will perform thier poetry, it will be secretive and obscure, hiding from the world what they actually mean, but blatently putting it planly so that nothing is known
the building of these bridges, leaves me with an emptyness,
Little A words dont come from lips, they dont pass them
it would be nice to be part of your world, to be in deep with fluidness of your brain, that something that is so pure about everything you do
it would be nice to be the sunshine that shines on you everyday
i would like to be that habit, that you found so hard to break.
so when i try i know that i am failing, knowing it now, just trying to dig deep to get some sort of feeling out,
because its going to be so dry soon,
all i will have is the bad dreams, and the paintings all over my walls, the ghosts of the past will never redeem thierselves
i would be the sunshine as it falls upon your face, i would be anything
i would be if i new how to be

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