You Are A Mystery To Me

4:37 p.m. Sunday, Jan. 15, 2006

How's your day been? My Has Taken Strange and ugly turns
Nope, I've gone out of my way,
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Friday, college wasn't too bad i actually cant remember what really went on, i went home at lunch, was happy as i was not working, as i am not working next friday either
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went to steves, with a few, had a bout two, went to surfer, with about �25 between us, proceeded un asked, to the bar, calsberg and a Cider black
yep, tasty
as we wouls sit around, or stand around, not being able to talk to eachother as the music was quite the loud,
drinks were drunk quick,
in which our money went quickly
a sad part of the day was when we went outside to count our pennies to see if we could afford a drink between us, inwhich was could barely
so yes we ran out of drink quite quickily
i remembered from the last time i cam to surfer, this isnt really my place,
last couple of songs,
fuck sake, give up, your last song was like 3 songs ago
right, come on,
walking past the kebab shop with out a pot to piss in, in more ways than one
walked down recotry road to drop off shell, well down the back alleys actually
then, me, mark and steve had a jog home
after i had parted with the two, walking on my own, i realised that i did not have a very good night really, nearly sobered up, without my MP3 player,
finding it was just me and my thoughts,
oh joy
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Got Up earlier than expected on saturday
no work for me again today, was planning on going to grays via bubble tronics today
did both, yet instead of my john mcclain outfit, i hired a Star trek out fit,
wasnt bad
went to grays with ben and libby, had 2 burgers, bought a Cassete
went home, played guitar,
went to kylies party
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people looked really good, some of the costumes were really good,
some people didnt even bother, which i thught was a bit shit, as that was what it was about
cooked noodles, cooked pizza, played guitar, played basketball,
Sat with people, sat on my own,
had a snooze
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there were aspects of the party which were good, and made me glad to be there,
some parts of the party i wis i could have blended in the background
some dickhead stoners i wish haddnt turned up
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talked with some people, as i saw that they were sad, or that they needed to be talked to,
Nope, I've gone out of my way,
sometimes, a shit to be given would be nice for a change,
Thats Not With Everyone, I know that people cirtain people do, its just others, "i might as well give up" as i said to one of them
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through the night there was a general vibe of happiness from people, mainly as a lot of poeple were pissed, and i found that i wasn't as much,
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"Paul, You Think you have problems, Yeah Right"
that was not called for
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after many-a-people had left, the usual morning came,
i was part of the team, and had to get people out
fucking stoners,
i cant rerember what was said, a warning or something
in which i replied " i dont give a shit"
they made me angry,
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the next morning was quite good, there was a few hurdles, but i am glad that i was there, itmade me happy, to at least know that i was trying
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Tidied up, ate pancakes, watched a bit of anchorman
went home
now
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i hate the typical times, very very inapropriate timings, i'm once again embarrased
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i fell something bads going to happen tomorrow, actually 2 or 3 bad things,
i'll just have brace myself
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P.S - It Wasn't in spite, i hope you know that

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