hmmm, reading,
lots and lots of things going on that i m not aware of, it feels as if i switched off
lots of people seem angry,
well, i'm not, right now, i havn't got anything to be angry at, its the last day of the holidays, i may go out, i have work at 5, yet i still may go out, it would be nice to

i suppose i am not very good at insinuating things or even interpretingthngs from peoples actions
so at the moment i am a bit usless
or am i?
maybe its just that people are very very good at hiding things?
no, its probably not,
well i dont know, see i really dont know anything,
my brain is ticking away at things and answers are not being found
in all honesty, not that was investiagting fully,
but, it didnt eem like anything was wrong with anyone, everyone to an extent seemed content, i mean, there was no one reculsing thierselves, everyone seemd involved, no one was really all that silent,
no one was crying, or angry
it just felt like a happy time when everyone was ok
but occording to the last entries of many people, someting did happen, little time bombs went off with individual poeple,
i suppose i was too busy either eating, or playing guitar to notice anything,
i had the acoustic guitar nearly all night, i only put it down when i was eating or went to the shop

in some cases, some people used to let me in, but, erm, i dunno, it doesnt really feel like thats the case anymore
maybe i am not as high member as i used to be,
i used to be lower than i was, but there was a good month or so where people came to me,

maybe i should just sit in the corner and play guitar,
i doubt that i am much help
it proves it from me not realising

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