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its been a poxy day
a proper poxy day
and its going to be a shit week

people that are looking for the next part of the story, its in the previous entry

today was just so shit,
there wasn't actually anything bad today, its just the state of mind i was in
i want to just fall down a hole for a bit,

the possibility of newcastle seems to be fading
everything that was going well and was looking good for it, has now back fired, and i just dont feel it no more, i might just say i'm not going,as it is now clashing with my mum and dad coming back from new york, steves half term, and amys half term,
something tells me that i shouldnt go
its all going pear shaped

Carmel, doesnt even seem remotly interested in me an more,
getting a kick in the bollocks from what was said and what was seen
thats getting me down

work is getting stressful

whats coming up is stressfull

work again tomorrow

i really am not going to enjoy this week

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