"Talking To Myself Again, This time I think I'm Getting Through"

i wish people wouldn't take so much to heart, there are not really manythings i say in spite, with any reall mallace, no one has really done anything terrible, well, to me, so i am not exactly gonna be realy mad at anyone
i mean yes there are the 2 or 3 people, i dont like anymore, and that is quite unusual, because i dont normally not like people, but they had tier chance, and i was tired of waiting,
she - well i dont know what to say about her, greedy, 2 faced, stuborn, oh well there you go
he - now a loser, never used to be, look at the step he gained, and the world he left behind, the world he lost, the world that got stolen from him and us
he - i cant even tolerate him anymore, he had his chance, but did he really want it?
others, dot really come to mind
so any other the other people i know, wheather or not, at some point they can make me feel bad or not, or wheather or not i get angry with them, it wont last, cos i am a drip like that,
i know people dont like me, hell i know it as a fact, i hear the stuff they say about me, its just that they dont know i know, mwa ha ha ha
give a shit, thats thier shit to sort out, i know thay wont say it in person, cos that will give me a chance to say what i think of them to them

oh well, all doom and gloom,
it has been recently, sadly to say, hopefully tommorow will be a better day, its supposed to be sunny

my mouth hurts, my mind hurts, my pelvis/back still hurts

this weekend was strange, a real eye opener at some points, other points just plain scary

i was talking to mick today, we had a big arse long chat, and it was good, i'm sad he seems to be turning into a work mate, i dont want that to happen, we are going to go snooker or pool one day soon, see if we can do another 50 games like we did a few months ago

tihngs are shitting, up because of dissapointment mainly
when things get organised and the other person pulls out at last minuite, that sucks and it has done for so long now,

i so want to do another live sessions, that would be brilliant, get more peole in it this time,
i expect it will be mainly covers, as i'm not sure other ppl will have anything aprat from me and mark, possibly tommy

we'll see

*sigh*

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