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2:29 p.m. Sunday, Sept. 25, 2005

this weekend hasnt been so bad, well the working part hasnt,
i havnt felt shitat work for a fews days like i normally do, wanting to get out as quick as i can, its been pleasent and bareable
2moz is college and work, gd,
but the rest of it hasnt been oh too pretty,
myself, i'm fine, i've avoided it all, which is a temporay solution, thats all
but everything else around me seems to be to be swirling out of control, into a vast plug hole,
its spinning around and i am standing in the middle, as if in the eye of the tornado, trying to grab hold of the flying hands of people spinning around, tied up in it,
i feel useless,
hell, i am useless, what good am in in a crisis, someones crying, what good am i?
i'm not a high enough member,
whilst the joneses are crashing and burning, i dont even know how to break thier falls, i am useless,
i know what i am for, to cheer you up, er.......
knowing things would help, being able to join in would help, having some experience would help,
so i am helpless as well as useless,
i am a lesser man,
and a frown splashes upon my face, so what now?

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